An Interview with a Birth Mother
I have a new philosophy. I’m only going to dread one day at a time.
Charles M. Schulz, Charlie Brown in “Peanuts”
There are days in our lives where we awaken delighted in what we are doing and there are days we awaken dreading what the sunshine will bring us. Most days we have control over the the kind of car we drive or what we eat…we even have control over what happens throughout the day. Should we answer that phone call or let it ring, pay the bills or forget about them until tomorrow?
What we don’t have control over is other’s actions, thoughts, feelings, whereabouts.
Anxiety sets in as I know that my future son’s birth mother meets with PGN today to tell her story all over again. Is her story true? In my gut I feel it is. But, what if it isn’t?
Will you hear anything once the interview is completed? My fingers are crossed for you and for Gus, and I hope his birthmom makes it through the process OK. The whole Guat. adoption thing seems like such a mess right now….
We should find out next week what happened. We have sketchy communication now because our rep’s computer broke and he had to let his secretary go. I think he is running around and doing the best he can.