Bloodsugar, Bloodsugar, Why Won’t You Go Down?

Personal reflection here… Do you ever feel like no one is listening to you? I do! My bloodsugars are all out of wack again, I know it is partly due to the cortisone injection I received the other night, but they were creeping up before that anyway, and not one darn doctor cares.

Because my a1C isn’t high enough, I won’t be seen for months by a endocrinologist and my internist doesn’t feel “comfortable” treating me. Well guess what? I don’t feel comfortable with them not treating me! I feel like… you get the drift. When my sugars are in the upper 200’s and mid 300’s I want something done, especially if diet and exercise isn’t helping!

You want to know the worst part? I feel like it doesn’t matter what I do and I should just go for all the cake and ice cream I want, because why not? If it doesn’t help being “good” and watching what I eat, then why do it. I know that was a silly statement and I do know the answer, but it is frustrating none the less.

I didn’t eat any cake at the birthday party we attended today, ate no rolls at lunch, ate my salad for lunch and my egg for breakfast. I had my fruit this AM and have been good all ding dang day, including my afternoon walk. And where does it get me? No where!

Ugh, do you ever feel like this? I am making an appointment with my doctor tomorrow and am demanding that something be done. I am sick of feeling like this and on top of it all, I know way to much! I know what is in my future if we don’t get these blood sugars under control. And I don’t want to be in that situation!