My worst fears…
March 26, 2008 by angelique
Filed under Women's Health
For those of you not given to weight preoccupation, please disregard this message.
For those of you who can even somewhat understand, know that I am now at the highest weight I’ve been in over three years.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Please tell me I’m not crazy. (Or at least tell me that it’s okay to be this wacky.)
I hear you sister.
How can it not effect us when we have spent a lifetime being taught our value is tied to our weight? We just have to keep working at unlearning that, I guess. You ARE more than a number, and not at all crazy.
DG:
Thanks for the blog-hug (blug?) I appreciate it.
I am so bummed because I know darn well that in the eyes of the public I’m a very normal-looking person (perhaps even on the thin side.) But right now I just feel like I deserve to have an apple shoved in my mouth and my whole body served up on a silver platter!
(Fortunately, my sense of humor is intact. Thank god for that!)