Image by Shutterhack via FlickrSometimes I seriously do just want to throw in the towel on the whole dating thing.
Other times, I find myself thinking, “Dammit, I deserve to be in love.”
Then I think, “Well, you’ve been in love, Lara. It’s never been anything but awful in return. Why bother?”
Sometimes I hate how other people who really don’t deserve to be happy, are.
Other times I feel like maybe their happiness is God’s way of making them be less like a piece of total poo in life. It’s handed to them for inspiration, for change, for growth.
Maybe I’m seriously okay where …read more