Control – what control?
November 3, 2009 by Anna Farmery
Filed under Affirmations of Life
Oh dear I have slipped today, after such a good week – but hey isn’t that what grieving is all about?
This week is such a bad week for me I need to be in 3 places at once, most days and I am feeling totally out of control. I wish that I didn’t have to balance so many competing things….
When you get out of control, doesn’t it feel so depressing? You start to feel as though no one values YOU, that you seem to spend your life pleasing other people, accommodating other people…but who is there now for YOU? (Widows …read more
When you just don’t believe in yourself
March 18, 2009 by Anna Farmery
Filed under Grief
Today has been a tough day. Not because of grief but because of me taking on too much work, achieving nothing and feeling bad about it. When I say work – I don’t mean paid work, I mean tasks really. As I sit here tonight, I suddenly realised my problem is that I don’t really believe in myself. I don’t believe I can get all these things done, I don’t believe that I am as capable as I once was….is that because grief has knocked my self confidence? Is it because I am tired? Is it because…..
Hang on a minute …read more
